Strange however, this moment of feeling so, so small was not accompanied by regret and discouragement but instead inspiration.
As I knelt beside my window and traced the foggy city scape with my finger I realized how absolutely insignificant I was in this metropolis, but at the same time, how little I have to loose and how much there is to gain.
I drove through each tiny town while heading here and I thought to myself, "Man, this city has a population of about 12, and all 12 of those people are going to know who I am when I'm done"
Some people call it ego, I call it fire.
This is day one on my true journey to life. I will dedicate my being to my music and my creation and everyone will know. Everyone will hear.
I challenge myself to give everything I have for I honestly know this is all I want. If I don't make it, I don't want anything else. I have no plan B, because there is nothing else.
I love life. I love how hard this is going to be. I love how 10 minutes of playing will make up for 10 days of starving or struggling.
I love the high I will get when I play and create and.... live fully
I love this feeling of knowing nothing... Its empowering and cause for so much freedom. I know nothing, and will learn everything.
Good morning Toronto, I'm home...
Sirens, sing me a lullaby.
-isaac
...plus you'll get to check out some sick Jays games!
ReplyDelete-LJ